I think you are suffering from post tramatic shock syndrome. Not to say your issues are not real, they are! I'm just saying that your ability to cope right now is compromised. It doesn't help that we're in the major foodie phase with school, thanksgiving, Halloween, Christmas etc. It's normal to feel fragile.
It is okay if you cry or are upset at the appointment.
Do whatever you need to do in order to get through these difficult times. You wouldn't be the first patient to cry in a doctor's office, so don't worry that you might.
